
If I’m being straight up, I have no idea what to write. I don’t really express myself in this sense. If a certain topic comes up, then ya, I could add to it, but I don’t think there is much to talk about.
I mean, I’m just your average guy. I like sports, video games, music, anime and occasionally working out.
Even in school, I never had outstanding grades, just enough to get by, and I never really put my everything into it.
I’d rather do other things that actually make me happy, instead of adding any stress to myself.
My social life is simple. I hang out with just about the same people all the time, and I don’t really expand from there.
I don’t go out all the time and, most days, I’d rather just chill at home.
To be honest, now that I think of it, I’ve never been the best at anything. I’ve just been someone that is in the middle. I guess that says a lot since I’m the middle child.
I’ve learned how to do plenty of things, from construction, mechanics, sales, reporting, medicine, etc. And this doesn’t include the many other things I’ve done for my own entertainment.
But like I said, I’m only ever able to do things to be average–nothing spectacular or great.
Sure, there are some instances or moments where I do something that surprises people, but it is never constant.
I don’t know, maybe, I just don’t have enough discipline to stick with one thing.
I actually saw a friend of mine while at work one day, and I told him what I was doing in my life and he just told me, “Jack-of-all-trades, huh.”
It’s just weird. I know that I know how to do a variety of things, but it would be nice to find something that I could say I was the best at, or at least one of the best at.
Honestly, if I ever do find it, I’m more than positive I still wouldn’t even know because I’m just that clueless. Even if someone would tell me, I probably would not believe them.
Well, for the moment, I guess I’ll just keep doing what I’m doing and go with the flow. Or is it this mentality that has kept me in the middle?

